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    I managed to survive 2007, it wasn't one of the greatest years of my life so far, quite the opposite actually, although not without a few wonderful things to make note of. Perhaps the most important for me was the decision that many things in my life I needed to change, not only for my health but my sanity as well. So far 2008 hasn't shown to be much better, but I am optimistic!

    There were a few long running close ties with me that for awhile have gone separate ways, I know not if these choices are  either good or bad things it is beyond me to comprehend it at all, but as with all things in this universe, time changes all things. If it weren't for cycles of upheavals, nothing would ever be learned, nor will growth of the soul be encouraged.

    I found myself at the center of several dilemmas, and even now after several months of ponderings and contemplations, have yet to come to a peaceful solution in my mind in which to work with. I have found that wounds can run deeper than previously I was ever aware of. 

    The more seasoned I become with the passage of time, the more difficulty I am retaining in dealing with a few of our collectively basic emotions. These being Rage, Hatred, and Greed. I am watching build up within me a phobia that I am powerless to prevent, or ignore. This new inability in dealing with that terrible trio emotional pack has been the root source of much chaos and turmoil in my life, and subsequently resulting in effecting other lives as well.

    I am very proud of my playful approach to life, as well as genuinely light-hearted outlook on most things. If I had to declare a dedication to anything of my life, it would be a strong devotion to being the shoulder in which one can drain life's sorrows or burdens away on. I live to be the confidant in my friends (And many strangers) lives, doing my best that I can in getting even the slightest of smiles, in the face of my loved ones darkest hours. At thirty nine, it is this innate ability (Or Compulsion if you will) at bringing comfort to people that is my deepest joy. Not to mention outside of a handful of people that I am very close with, is also the only thing that a truly care about being or doing in this world. It is my core nature as it were, and believe me, I have no problem with this fact in the slightest, I am honored that god gave me this gift, I am just troubled by the fact for the first time in my life I can't seem to live up to my end of the bargain.

  (The above took on a much larger and deeper scope than I had initially intended for a main surf in index page. I am rehashing the article and will be posting it both here and as a blog on my own my space page in the near future.)

    Recently I have been poking around the web on the various techniques on training animals for all kinds of tasks, ranging from assisting the handicapped in daily living, to Dolphins in retrieving deep sea items. Perhaps the most frightening of these methods I have seen revolve around some of the more brutal canine strategies turning them into lethal killers. It also occurred to me that this is pretty much the same strategy the mass media, from television news, to newspapers and everything in between. With near as I can tell the exact same results. The more we are barraged with violence, the more violent we become. The more angry and hostile our surroundings, the more angry and hostile we become. 

    We need to have a few periodicals out there dedicated to...no, scratch that, OBSESSED with providing good things, positive things. Even if it happens to be a major horrible event such as the Oklahoma city bombings, or god forbid "911". While the majority of the press are going on about the amount of blood loss, and body counts rated like the Dow industrial stock market, have at least one main stream media outlet offering what positive things that resulted in whatever tragedy at hand is. From the donations people send to the victims, those ditching work to stand in line to donate blood, the heroes that either risked or sacrificed their life so that many others could get to safety. 

    We gotta start somewhere, and that's what I want with my little neck of the cyber world. I want to post real stories of people making a difference for the better. To get a good news letter, and dedicated to showing the best of human nature, our compassion and our kindness. So if you know a hero, write their story and send em to me so I can post em.

    Also in writing this little bit I gained a lot of my own perspective too. I am finding the directions in which I want to have my life flow, and realized there will be much of this site being removed in the next few weeks to come. My heart is racing at this moment with the realizations of a plan to put into motion here :-) Please send them in, anything you feel that would make someone's spirits soar to new heights. 

   at: Azrahn@tampabay.rr.com

    You know, so far this year the first twenty days of it have been fairly close to the previous year altogether, until the last few days that is. When I realized that;

    We are living in a very dark and nasty world the beauty that is nature, and the saddest thing is that  with all the wonders of this extravagant playground that we have been blessed with, have made every choice to make it the single most bleak, depressing, and disgusting spot in the galaxy. That is going to change, I have decided to do my part by providing a place to lighten the spirit, and help guide people to finding a light hearted and peaceful way to exist. Together my friends, lets make a dedication to this world to bring some light into it once again, let us help each other to bring back and experience love again. 

azrahn@tampabay.rr.com

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    I been putting together the HTML files of a handful of more jokes and inspirations, I look to having them uploaded in this coming week. 

    Many readers have asked me to finish my page on meditation, and I did so tonight for you. I kept it pretty basic for now, but plan to add an additional program to follow, as well as a few courses in thought projections and visualizations. Very soon I will have a CD available for guided meditations to help you on your spiritual journey.

Exploring the "My Space" universe

I finally got around to creating a my space page check it out at:

my space.com/azrahn

I believe I set the link up right either way Search for Azrahn and you should find me. 

Several portions of this website that has been with me since I began to explore the world of my own WebPages, and that no longer fit in with my "Bringing back the light" concept in which I am all fired up to move full steam ahead with!

One thing my websites have all had in common, (and it is fair to say it also mirrors my life as well) is a lack of focus. Perhaps the greatest realization to have hit me in a number of years, is the realization that I love to bring light to darkness. Conspiracies are fun and exciting to both ponder and explore, but they can have the side effect of incasing yourself in fear. I am quickly learning that the ultimate cancer that plagues this world is fear. Although exhausted at this moment, I am alive with purpose. For once I am extremely drunk with excitement and not Tequila! My heart beats with the knowledge that I am at long last walking a path that till now I could only see in the distance, and not the pavement upon which I currently stood.

Stay tuned my friends, things are truly about to become exciting :-)

Love & Light,

Azrahn