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Over the course of the last year every and all things that I held dear and cherished with all my heart has been stripped from me, taken away, or just out and out dissolved before my very eyes. At this time I am in the midst of a metamorphosis of sorts. Building my life over again from scratch. I think there comes a day when even Peter Pan has to face the brutal reality and grow up at last. Well I think that point has come from me. I finally have come to understand why I love lighthouses so passionately, and always have. For the longest time I thought it was the silent mystery that always surrounded them, almost all of them have legendary "Haunting" stories that surround them. I thought that was why, but as much as the intrigue of dark mystery fascinates me, the lighthouse means so much more. It is also what I have always aspired to being without ever knowing it, or having the words to describe it. The lighthouse is always shining a beacon of light upon a darkened world. For many a sea vessel a lighthouse is often the only beacon of hope the captains and crew have available to navigate them safely to their homebound destination. I have always felt that I had been pretty good at being that to those who have come and gone in and out of my life over the years, that is until 2008. First time in my life I would love to look at some celestial being and cry out "Do Over!" and being granted that one wish. I haven't had so much retrospection in my life since in my teenage years I spent two weeks staring into a pond because I had become so strange to my family I was pretty much ostracized by them. I don't blame them at all for this and am rather greatful for when I returned from that trip I found metaphysics and gained an understanding of the universe that I have held true to my heart up until of course 2008 which for the first time any of that had been challenged. Now I am doing my best to awaken from a nightmare into which I descended and hope to do this by being a beacon of light onto a darkened world once again. The time has come to make things happen. For those who I have wronged forgive me, I would love nothing more than to repair things, and gain understanding and see where our lives can move forward. For those who have wronged me? I forgive, I wish only the best that life has to offer for everyone. Right now another first in my life, I have become consumed by an anger and rage that I still don't know how to deal with, never felt it before. But I will figure out how to transmute it to peace and Love again. This is the promise I am making to myself, and one that I have every intention of maintaining.
Welcome To Azrahn's Mystic RealmWelcome travelers, I am glad the light lead you to my realm. On the left you will find various options to choose from. At this moment I am going through a bit of a metamorphoses here, and over the following weeks to come will be adding major additions for your enjoyment, and enlightenment. We have much to learn from each other, let us together learn to shine our inner light strong and fight back the darkness that is enveloping our world. For we are all on our own journey, a destination that only our souls have kept hidden from us until now. I am delighted that your path has found it's way to crossing mine. Before you is a collection of my teachings and beliefs, that god willing will help bring in an age of peace and light for the times to come. Rejoice you have chosen to live in this time, for what is close at hand are the answers we have sought out for centuries now, glory be the light for it keeps the shadows of darkness at bay!
New Addition To My Website:The SanctuaryAfter the recent loss of my father the idea struck me to provide an online memorial devoted to friends & family who have crossed over and begun their next adventure. I look to update it shortly, with unfortunately all to many that I have known and loved. It is also my intention to extend this courtesy to the frequent visitors of my site, if they would like for me to add a loved one of theirs to my sanctuary drop me an email at: azrahn@gmail.com
Stories Of Good News ALWAYS WANTED!Recently I have been poking around the web on the various techniques on training animals for all kinds of tasks, ranging from assisting the handicapped in daily living, to Dolphins in retrieving deep sea items. Perhaps the most frightening of these methods I have seen revolve around some of the more brutal canine strategies turning them into lethal killers. It also occurred to me that this is pretty much the same strategy the mass media, from television news, to newspapers and everything in between. With near as I can tell the exact same results. The more we are barraged with violence, the more violent we become. The more angry and hostile our surroundings, the more angry and hostile we become. We need to have a few periodicals out there dedicated to...no, scratch that, OBSESSED with providing good things, positive things. Even if it happens to be a major horrible event such as the Oklahoma city bombings, or god forbid "911". While the majority of the press are going on about the amount of blood loss, and body counts rated like the Dow industrial stock market, have at least one main stream media outlet offering what positive things that resulted in whatever tragedy at hand is. From the donations people send to the victims, those ditching work to stand in line to donate blood, the heroes that either risked or sacrificed their life so that many others could get to safety. We gotta start somewhere, and that's what I want with my little neck of the cyber world. I want to post real stories of people making a difference for the better. To get a good news letter, and dedicated to showing the best of human nature, our compassion and our kindness. So if you know a hero, write their story and send em to me so I can post em. Also in writing this little bit I gained a lot of my own perspective too. I am finding the directions in which I want to have my life flow, and realized there will be much of this site being removed in the next few weeks to come. My heart is racing at this moment with the realizations of a plan to put into motion here :-) Please send them in, anything you feel that would make someone's spirits soar to new heights.
What Would You Like To See?What would make the light of your life shine bright again?You know, so far this year the first twenty days of it have been fairly close to the previous year altogether, until the last few days that is. When I realized that; We are living in a very dark and nasty world the beauty that is nature, and the saddest thing is that with all the wonders of this extravagant playground that we have been blessed with, have made every choice to make it the single most bleak, depressing, and disgusting spot in the galaxy. That is going to change, I have decided to do my part by providing a place to lighten the spirit, and help guide people to finding a light hearted and peaceful way to exist. Together my friends, lets make a dedication to this world to bring some light into it once again, let us help each other to bring back and experience love again. I love hearing from just about everybody
Meditation How ToMany readers have asked me to finish my page on meditation, and I did so tonight for you. I kept it pretty basic for now, but plan to add an additional program to follow, as well as a few courses in thought projections and visualizations. Very soon I will have a CD available for guided meditations to help you on your spiritual journey.
WANTED!I am looking to make contacts within the cancer support group seminars. I very much want to continue to use my experience with Hodgkin's Lymphoma to be able to help comfort those who are suffering from this horrible plague we have all faced with at least one person we know and love. If you know of any organization actively looking for guest speakers send me an email at: azrahn@tampabay.rr.com
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